Afraid

Please don't leave me hanging.

Because if you do, then it will be very difficult for me to pull myself back together again.

I'm scared to be in the same position I was in a few months back.

Yes, I've grown stronger and wiser in many life decisions, yet there's still so much to learn, so much to be careful about, and now, I am once again exposed to hurts and heartaches.

This vulnerability scares me to death.

I just don't want to see what I've built all these months to be to be toppled all over again.

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The Light On The Matter

I love you . More than how much I loved anybody. I love what we have-not a whirlwind, pointless romance, but a slow and sure parade that knows where it's going. Now I know why it's not the same with you. You're better c:

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Mid-Week Update Of Some Sort

I've been living under a fortress these early days of school and my social networking life is a pale ghost that I've shoved in the back of my head only to be resurrected on holidays, weekends and home trips like these. To be honest, living life outside these spaces is a lot more exciting and interesting, that is, minus the sweaty conundrums of living under the sun.

But the pale ghost of a beloved blog to maintain is always a struggle to send away. So here I am. Again. Writing in subversive and placid tones in all shades of gray imaginable. I am happy though that I get to express my thoughts here, or on my journal, since Accounting is a vocation that tends to suppress thoughts of   happiness and golden sunshine. I am inspired to study though and the conviction that I need to propel me towards my goal of becoming a CPA has finally arrived when my cousin passed the board examination last May.

Motivation. Direction. Conviction. A lot of work and a bit of confusion. Leggo, to infinity and beyond!

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